3/4/08

heart breaker

petra darling... you break my heart when ...
:: you can't run away from me to play fast enough. 
:: you learn something new so fast all on your own.
:: you understand what I ask you, and bring it, do it, stop it. 
:: you understand what I ask you, and look at me, then ignore me completely. 
:: you don't feel well, and I don't feel well, and you actually want to cuddle.
:: you run between me and the kitchen half a dozen times before I pay attention and realize you want a snack.
:: you run to daddy all smiles, and laugh and laugh for him all evening long. 
:: you want to read books... just like me.
:: you stare at me with those bright blues. 
petra darling... you break my heart when ...
:: I realize that you are growing up, and I can't stop it. 
:: I realize that I can't protect you forever and always.
:: I realize that I only have a few short years to teach you everything you need to know.
:: I realize that I love you. Always. Even when it breaks my heart. 
(perchance this is cliche. but oh, well, what are yah gonna do. thanks for tolerating)

6 comments:

Myke said...

Cliché, shmliché! If it's true it doesn't matter.

Unknown said...

I love reading your blog! You always have fun, interesting things to say.

I am excited to see you guys too! Are you guys driving there?

kayleen said...

makes me sad.



but happy.



but still kind of sad.

diana said...

love it... it's exactly how i feel too.

The Weights said...

Your words move me! I agree with every word! Our babies are getting so big, they are big girls now!

Can't wait to see you so soon! Utah here we come!

sarah said...

i wish we had a pause button on the remote of life. and while i love every new phase these kids jump into, i hate it at the same time. ya know? i am going to so miss these moments of the now but i force myself to hope that the moments to come are even sweeter.